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Name: Nicole
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Metro: Fairfax County
Birthday: 12/26/1984
Gender: Female


Occupation: Casting Assistant
Industry: Entertainment


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Monday, November 10, 2008

Home Sweet Home

I am very glad to be back in the states.

I think I changed a lot in Costa Rica, mostly for the better. I guess I am alway changing.

I have to make decisions now, which I am not always so fond of. But God is faithful and He will guide me. I usually feel better after I have made a decision - if it is the right one! If not, I'll just re-evaluate and move on from there. Life is much more simple than I seem to make it sometimes. Just keep moving forward. 'Trust Me' is often all I hear Him say.

I got to see Gavin the other day and we talked aout 'Determined' and the crew. What an amazing core and an amazing group of guys. I miss many of you. Determined (Especially Gavin, Jeremy, Carlos, Locy, Joel, and John Grandy) + Sluggy, Gabe Fuller, and Johnny Barker.

I got to talk to Johnny tonight and that was nice as well. We also talked about some of the old days. He called me an old friend, but we've all only known each other for about 5 years!

I guess it's late and I should get to bed soon. My last day in Virginia is tomorrow.

Love,

Nicole


Monday, September 22, 2008

Please Come Find Me

 I have been writing a lot the past few months, including many poems. Some are more like Poem Prayers and some have been answered. I like to write in a way others might be able to connect with. I also feel writing allows my soul to breathe.

This one is particularly close to my heart and has been answered - I wrote on Sunday August 10th 2008:

Be at peace O restless soul of mine

This anguish will be gone in time.

Sit, rest, and be still

You do not know His plan or Will.

Every step feels like the last

Every breath...it´s all so fast.

The world is spinning, lost and confused,

My passion for life has been short fused.

Send me a prayer, a signal, a sign,

Whisper ¨I love you, You´ll always be Mine¨

For with out you I´m lost, I´m scared, I´m alone

So I ask once again..Daddy please bring me home.

 

I make it so close and I sit on the porch,

But something prevents me from grabbing that torch.

With a gust of wind and the dark of night

I´m running again, somehow I´m in flight.

Don´t know where I´m going or where I´ll end up,

So I just keep on running & running until I am stuck.

Then I try to cry out...but think ¨what´s the use¨,

I´ve cried a thousand times before, now what´s my excuse?

 

So I sit and wait... I try to at least,

For you to come and slay this Beast.

My mind says to run, while my soul gasps for air.

I need the Breath of life, I need You to share...

The Love you have promised and the hope for new life,

The ability to choose Joy in the midst of my strife.

And so I Scream ¨SILENCE..this can NO longer be¨

And I beg of you Lord to please come Find me.


Friday, September 05, 2008

Costa Rica

This is Video number one.. Lana and I on the plane.

This is NOT video number two, but it is a video of the house I live in.

I was only able to upload two videos and will put the others on hopefully in order when i can upload them.

Caio

Nicole


Monday, September 01, 2008

Living in Costa Rica

Pictures, video and updates soon!


Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Tomorrow I leave for my Family Reunion.

My cousin said this morning "None of us know the future and we will never know the future. Maybe if we want to know the future we can ask God and Maybe he will tell us, But only God knows the future." He turned 10 today.

I took comfort in that wisdom.

 I really have no idea...I can think I do, but I don't. I never imagined I would be where I am today and I'm sure my life will continue to be full of surprises.

Out of the mouths of babes.... so true

PS - I really hate hearing people argue.



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